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[12 May 2007|03:59pm] |
ahhhhh the past few days have been good, really good.
lifes gettin back to the old ways, im spending/talking with my old freinds i used to work with, and ahh im just happyyy :]
i just layed out by my pool and went in it, its nice outsideeee, i love florida sometimes. now im gonna shower and just relax, and i think im hanging out with lauren and alex later later tonight.
<3
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[07 May 2007|02:10pm] |
My parents are out of town till like next week, its kindof nice just being home alone and or without my step brother lol.
works going goodddd, i need to work more though/or find a 2nd jobbb.
theres alot of things going on in my mind right now, it sucks, i know you have to go through life hurting people in order for yourself to be happy in the end, it sucks when you have to let someone else down because its something you dont want anymore, for instance in a relationship if you dont want to be in it anymore, and you know it will hurt the other person, or when your friend is making a huge mistake and you tell her that and she gets mad or something, it happens to alot of people. I hate being the bad guy, but i want to be happy and i dont think i am.
i need to figure shit out
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[29 Apr 2007|01:12am] |
i barely write/use this anymore, maybe ill start to use it more for my personal use anyways.
lifes okay right now, im working and hanging out with friends, same thing different day but im having fun so it makes it all worth it in the end.
Justin and i are dating now, im happy with everything, but ive learned not to get so excited just because of past things, so its going good for me though. theres some drama thats come along with it, but its whatever because not stupid comments and shit are gonna bring me down, you only live once, live it up.
its true though i really dont understand people sometimes though. its werid, one person can be so applogitic and then the next boom its like they hate you or something, idk what else to say and frankly i could give a shit because paul your gonna keep saying shit, but i hope you see this and i hope you know that ive said sorry a million times for hurting you and youve said you accepted my appolgy and then you turn around and hurt me 10 times more then i hurt you and shit, so you can sit there and call me such a "shitty person" when you do the same excact shit so your just as bad as me. i hope you grow up and leave my name out of your mouth. because ive done nothing but try to be your friend over and over agian.
life goes on
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[12 Apr 2007|10:16am] |
lifes good right now.
i like my job, my friends are amazing
its kindof the same thing everday, i wish something exciting would happen, maybe it will idk.
11 DAYS TILL THE ALMOST/PARAMORE SHOW!!!! ahh i seriously cant wait.
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[03 Apr 2007|04:22pm] |
lifes pretty good right now.
I love my friends, there all amazing :]
I got a job and im back at home now.
My sidekicks being stupid i gotta go charge it.
holla.
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[12 Mar 2007|10:16pm] |
i love my life.
i want a job bad.
i like a boy :]
im hanging out with hillary agian, im so happy for that.
last night was alot of fun, hung out with justin & hillary. we watched movies.
im waiting for hillary to get off work so we can hang out :]
im going to the beach tomorrow with my aunt and cousins. im excited!
life is soo good right now. (knock on wood.)
spring break has been funnn. the weathers been amazing.
lets do something?
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[27 Feb 2007|05:40pm] |
yesterday was so much fun i got to hangout with deet :]
ive missed her oh so much. fuck all the drama.
everyone who hates her, its your lose because you lost her over bullshit lies.
anyway
amy just left. i love her so much :]
today idk what im doing.
tomorrow im excited i get to see gully boo <3
he makes me smileeeeeeee
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[26 Feb 2007|09:42am] |
life is good.
i sat in my room last night for about an hour or 2 and just listened to alot of verity of music i love.
it made me do alot of thinking, and it made me realize how my real best freinds are and now who i condsider a best friend.
but off of that note
yesterday was amazing, i got to talk to elisa who i have missed so much. its been 6months since mom died thats crazy..i cryed but it was a more of a closure cry just because i needed it. not like a ahhhh cry. it was nice to bring up memorys with elisa and shit. i love her and always will.
Gully<3 aka bitchass lol came over last nighttttt:]
it was alot of funnn. we talked and shit and next thing you know it was 2am, it was nice. i told him i wanna take everything slow because of all the bullshit with the whole rob thing. but i know for sure im over rob :]. but i still wanna take it slow with gully:]. we are dating which makes me happy b/c he makes me smileee.
My moms amazing end of story haha
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[24 Feb 2007|09:47am] |
fdsfahdsafhdsa i cant stop smiling:]
life is perfect. No regrets about anything.
i believe that everything happens for a reason <33333
& i finally get to see "him" next weekend, hes comming to see meeeeee fdhifdsakfdjsa
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[23 Feb 2007|08:26am] |
life couldnt get better right now.
fhdisf :]
i cant stop smiling.
my freinds are amazing & ive met a ton of new people.
yay for life :]
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[21 Feb 2007|11:31am] |
just a little update :]
everythigs perfect right now.
Paul and i are good agian. which is what i wanted.
I love all my friends.
Everythings amazing :]
ive started hanging out with alot of new people that i used to like sarah tunno and kelly gallager and rique. which is nice.
oh and im in love HAHAHA.
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[19 Feb 2007|09:35am] |
ahhh this past weekend was soo much fun!!!
Friday during the day was lame, but friday night it got all better :]
Friday night i stayed over at ashtons house & we just chilled.
Saturday we chilled @ her house for a lil bit, then got ready, then went to my house, where christie and mike stopped by to say hi for a lil bit. then ashton and i wanted to go to our friend dookie's bbq/bond fire party thing he was having but didnt wanna go just us 2 so we called up sarah tunno and she brought rique<3darren.Kelly<3.James<3.Carrie.Paul<3 & brittany jean. alot of other people showed up it was soooo much fun. except at the end when it got werid. long story so we peaced :] But i got a free sidekick 2 oout of it!!!! haha
Sunday was alot alot of fun also. Paul said without any IF ANd OR But's we have to go on a mini roadtrip, so we did :] but before that we went to platos closet to bring some of my clothes in & kelly<3 was there and she wanted to come with us on our roadtrip :]. so we waited till she got off of work, we went to coca beach and stopped by to see gully ahhh, so soo cute & sweet!<3 :]. then just chilled there and came home. it was to cold to go on the actual beach.
Monday today ive awoken from sleep at ashtons house :] and when she gets up, we are going to shower. shes going to go to lunch with her daddy and then going to go get my sidekick 2 working yayyayayyaya :]
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[17 Feb 2007|09:49am] |
people take things way to literally hahah
besides that :]
today is going to be fun :]
hopefully asthon and i are hanging out with jerry and then might go to this kids bbq bash not sure yet but it shall be fun.
i woke up early this morning. im ready to be single for now & meet new people. i just hope this doesnt happen all over agian. i just want his friendship which i think i deserve thats it, i know ill get it later on but w/e.
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[15 Feb 2007|02:12pm] |
today's a good day so far;
just been a chill out day.
hopefully ill see amy for a little bit.
i think catherine is comming over tonight for a sleep over.
i dont know excatly what im doing today.
i do know im craving barnies lol.
hope everyones having a good day :]
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[14 Feb 2007|01:36pm] |
Happy Valentines dayyy!!!!!!
todays been amazing, its gorgeous outside ahh.
rob came by and surpised me this morning with my favorite thing ever chocolate pudding haha :).
tonight idk what were gonna do, i think chill watch a movie, i dont want anything special or we dont have to really do anything.
And about lol yesterday turned out surprisingly fun :]
i got to see my ashton which i loved
we went to some kids house it was sketchy as fuck at first but it was fun over all lol.
then i came home talked to rob & fell asleep :].
back to today im chilling with ashton soon & prolly go get some food and have some fun before i see rob<3
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[13 Feb 2007|05:26pm] |
Today is/was nice so far :]
woke up went to rob's :]
came home showered.
now im waiting for ashton to get her ass over here
we are going to hang out/meet this kid that she met off myspace idk, then i have to go to target or somewhere to get rob something for valentines day lol, he wants a cartoon or a bunch of packs of cigg's so ill prolly do that, and some cute little like inside jokes or something lol :]
tomorrow should be fun though, im excited. i love just spending time with him. <3
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[12 Feb 2007|03:38pm] |
this weekend was perfect.
valentines day is going to be a blast :]
Everythings really good right now, rob's been proving alot to me lately and i think it was friday or saturday night we had this really good talk <3 :] (love) haha
last night he came over and we watched degrassiiii :]
i got to see ashton too which was very nice, she was having a bad night though, called rob and i crying, because some of her FAKE friends were being bitches to her, which sucked.
im out<3
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[09 Feb 2007|03:22pm] |
life's great.
im home alone right now i love that lol
tonight rob and i are going to the rain forest cafe, ive never been so im excited
it shall be funnnn.
Valentines day is comming up
i love that dayyy lol.
dang its almost gonna be a month since my grandma passed & the furneral and stuff hmm thats werid to me..
Rob and I's 3 months is comming up on sundayyyyy.
:]
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[06 Feb 2007|03:37pm] |
I AM: Jenn Parks
I WANT: nothing everythign is amazing :]
I HATE: Fake bitches
I MISS: a few friends
I FEAR: spiders
I HEAR: myself typing
I LOVE: all my friends & family
I DANCE: in the car
I SING: loud
I CRY: when im stressed.
I CONFUSE: myself haha.
I SHOULD: be on the phone
[BIGGEST]
TURN ON: kindness
TURN OFF: idk being a dick
REGRET: everything happens for a reason
DREAM: this/life is amazing.
[ YES OR NO ]
1. KEEP A DIARY?: nope
2. KEEP A SECRET JOURNAL?: lol no
3. SET YOUR WATCHES A FEW MINUTES AHEAD?: nah
4. BITE YOUR FINGERNAILS?: sometimes
5. BELIEVE IN LOVE?: yes.
[ DO YOU ]
1. HAVE A/ANY CRUSH(ES)?: my boyfriend duh
2. THINK YOU'VE BEEN IN LOVE?: yeah
3. HAVE ANY TATTOOS?: yes 2
4. HAVE ANY PIERCINGS?: yes
5. THINK YOU ARE A HEALTH FREAK?: hell no
[ FAVORITE ]
MONTH: november.
SONG: idk
FOOD: idk.
SEASON: winter.
VEGGIE: broccolie
FRUIT: oranges
FAST FOOD: wendys is the dank
PIECE OF CLOTHING: shirts
PERFUME/COLOGNE: pink
[ IN THE LAST 48 HRS ]
CRIED?: nope :]
HELPED SOMEONE: yes.
BOUGHT SOMETHING?: yesss haha
GOTTEN SICK?: nope
GONE TO THE MOVIES?: nope
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER?: nah
TALKED TO AN EX?: kindof
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL?: no
MISSED SOMEONE?: yes, very much
HUGGED SOMEONE?: of coarse
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS?: nope :}
FOUGHT WITH A BOY/GIRL FRIEND: nope [ LAST PERSON WHO ]
1. BEEN IN THE SAME BED WITH YOU?: rob :]
2. SAW YOU CRY?: rob
3. MADE YOU CRY?: over my grandma dieing.
4. WENT TO DINNER/LUNCH WITH: rob and i went to lunch today :]
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[31 Jan 2007|04:50pm] |
things couldnt be better.
rob's changed so much (for the better) & i loveeee it <3
he's amazing, ever since he got back and before he left for utah we have seen each other so much, he was my best friend before but honestly hes one person i can tell anything to and i wouldnt change anything that happened in the past b/c i dont think it wouldnt of made us this strong and the way we are with each other now :]
im very happy yaya
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